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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

didnt have to go to court cause devin plead guilty to her charges, she wrote kayla an apology letter were not sure if she had to or not if she didnt then it was sweet of her.  i still stayed home yesterday, slept til 1 woke up showered, work 5 to 8, by far it was the worst day id had there.  people were so rude on the fone for some reason, and not to mention someone kicked the door shut after going through it when i was holding it with my foot, so yea i have a huge scratch that wouldnt stop bleeding.  im supposed to wear heels today for jr interviews??  hahah how idk yet.

 

getting a new xanga ill comment you with the link or something.  school was ok, the interview went alright even though i got a C overall grade.  im glad its over.  it took me the entire 3rd period for the interview for some reason.  supposed to go over ethans tomorrow.  church tonight, dont really wanna see cody after what happened.  saw charlees mom at bk :) 


Monday, April 21, 2008

school blah afterschool joey said he wanted to smoke so i said ok meet me somewhere at school and then we can get in your car and go somewhere.  he ended up saying he had to go home and get his brother off the bus but forreal he took alex jackson home and brady was w them so i guarantee u he smoked w brady but its ok when he tries to explain next b day im gonna make him feel stupid and tell him i knew he blew me off =] cause thatll make me happy lol so now we all know not to make plans w joey.  oh well im gonna make some ramen.


Sunday, April 20, 2008

wow omg, so friday i got off work, smoked when i got to my grandparents.  woke up saturday mornin hella early cause my cousin was bein loud as shit.  smoked, got ready, ate, went to borders to get a drink, then went home showered and stuff, got ready went to lakefront, smoked w/ jojo, rocio, ashton, and emily akers.  becca picked us up we had to lap up in her car, we got gas, stuff to drink, and blablabla.  then we smoked.  we got dropped off at pampers and waited for becca and ashton to come back from gettin more people.  when we got in, there was hella people there, some kid had a 40 and he let us sip on it til it was killed.  then we rolled some nice blunts and smoked.  ashton becca and this girl were def high as shit when they walked in im kinda mad they smoked without us when they knew where we were and they knew we were gonna wanna smoke.  oh well becca doesnt really like any girls except for ashton and rocio and that other girl.  we got dropped off at the sams mart went pee, smoked some cigs, and then were waiting for this kid to pick us up and smoke when a cop pulled to the side of the road we were standing on, he asked for our name, brithdate, address, and phone # he could reach our rents, he said he wanted them to know where their kids were at 3am on a sunday mornin.  i gave him all my real info but i gave him my cell instead of my rents #'s i know he can figure it out if he wants to btw.  ashtons mom came to pick us up cause the cop made us call her and let him talk.  when she got there he talked to her then we went back to ashtons, becca and that girl came back over just to sleep there.  they fell asleep right away so i had a dub left cause rocio lost the last bit of the o when we were leavin pampers, it was only enough for a few blunts.   whoever found that shit was lucky as hell.  we smoked that until there was nothin left, me nichole and danielle were geekin soooooo bad, jojo was just like idk she looked like charlie brown and shes the reason we kept laughin, rocio wasnt as bad as us but she was def high and ashton had decided to go to bed halfway through the bag so.  we stayed out there for a while longer, there were 4 of us girls in ashtons brother nicks bed, then 1 on the floor, ashton in her bed, and becca and that girl on the couch.  we woke up at 10 after fallin asleep at 6.  becca and that girl were gone and had cleaned up their mess.  we smoked a cig and went back to sleep till 11.  curtis wanted to smoke w us so we got ready ashton wouldnt wake up.  so we left smoked w him, then he took us back to ashtons where we waited for jojos mom so we could go on a blunt ride, ashton still wouldnt wake up but right before we left she noticed she only had 4 cigs left and the box was aslmost full when she went to bed jojo told us ashton said we could smoke some.  when she didnt.  so she was mad at us and didnt wanna come smoke w us.  we went to the mall to pee then smoked while drivin around me rocio nichole and danielle got dropped off at the mall we smoked cigs, ate, and took pics in the apple store then i called my mom and here i am. 


Friday, April 18, 2008

i never sent that msg to ethan.  work was ok slow so they let me off at 9.  thats 12 hours so far on this paycheck.  i took off tomorrow.  might go to the movies with ethan tomorrow, then im stayin at ashtons at night.  were smokin as much as we can cause its 420 sunday.  which means no church for me, but ill prolly ask to go to PA to take brittany home that way im not smokin all day long lol.  idk what time theyre gonna take her home though.  got a dime bag from arroyo earlier.  his deal is 2 for 10 and 4 for 20 cause its near 420 i guess he was feelin generous.  apparently the reason he can afford to sell like that is cause he buys his shit by the o not random bags?  i gota 1.29 not so good.


ok so im on the fone w/ cody & textin ethan.  i feel sad.  he said he feels like ive been "frontin" he asked why i didnt tell him i lived in a trailor park i said a.) i just moved here b.) didnt think it mattered.  and he was like ok w.e and i said attitude?  he said it just feels like uve been frontin i said how.  he said i heard u were talkin to a wilde lake guy and uve said u could chill twice and both times had an excuse as to why u couldnt afterwards.  i said hes my ex if u consider that talkin then ok.. and both times when i couldnt chill i actually did what i said i was doin, he said aight, i said ok well dont be mad?  im not tryna like lie 2 u or anythin he said yea i kno just hate bein fucked with and i said well im not tryna do that either.  he said aight what u doin sat cause if ur not busy u should come to the movies, i said il prolly b at the mall so call me wen ur there but if not call me before so i can get up there. 

me and cody are done, i told him about ethan, i figured i better tell him before things get serious or we actually do stuff.  cody said hed be there for me if someone died and that was about it.  i cant ask for anymore from him, this is really the end there is no more me and him, and there will never be since he said no matter how much he wants me back and no matter how hard i may try in the future he wont give in.  i understand.  ethan never knew i went out with cody but i almost sent him this.. i might send it to him tomorrow over myspace idk yet

 

but on the side of that what we were talkin about before we talked about the movies.  yea the boy from wilde lake was my ex we almost got back together.  and i really did go to PA yesterday to go get my cousin brittany, and i really did go home that day i couldnt chill w/ you at school, but yea it was my fault for leavin school early.  so sorry.  idk how youll react to this but i was just on the fone w/ the guyfrom wilde lake and we were talkin about our old relationship and stuff and he still thought we might get back together but i told him there were reasons i wasnt gonna you were one of them i said i was already talkin to someone else if youd consider us "talking" and im like really upset right now for no reason and if there is idk what it is yet, but i have no idea why i even wrote this to you, but i guess there was a reason since i felt the need to?  idk i guess hit me back when u get this.



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